Monday, April 19, 2010

you know, i want to be truly beautiful.
as in, one of those people who are considerate all the time, don't bitch like crazy, forgive those who do wrong to them, and accept and love everybody as they are. After kyck, i feel so so inspired to become a better person, to let old jealousies subside, to become the best Christian that i can.
But its so hard, when nothings really going right, when everything you do seems to be the wrong thing to do, every way you act seems to be spurred on by something darker than generosity and humility.

This is not a deep and meaningful post, unlike others you may have read. if you think its garbage you can just click on that red little box at the top-right of the screen. This is just me getting my feelings out. I'm trying so hard to be the best person that i can, LOL lets just hope it lasts huh? :)

I John 4:18: There is no fear in love; for perfect love casteth out fear.

I LOVE you so much, family.. ( haha sorry about that!)