! not fair at all !
i didnt even TELL my rents my marks. and they still rage. like mum comes in " CLEAN UP THIS MESS < CLEAN UP THAT MESS IN THE BATHROOM< PICK UP THOSE CLOTHES< YOUR ROOMS A MESSS< II CANT BELIEVE YOU LET IT GET SO MESSY< *stands in my way with her hands on her hips*
"what were you doing when you got home frmo your lesson?"
"umm .. watchd tv till 8pm and did homewokr after."
"WHAT ! no more watching tv, youre too addicted, you get home and straight away you turn it on, NO MORe, no more tv, i cant allow it"
" I ONLY WATCHED 30 mins !"
" SO? NO MORE TV"
you see i get grounded, for watching tv and having cltoesh out of my cupboard. BIG DEAL. and i havnt even told maths + science results. gonna die ): and i have no excuses. i couldve tried harder, i always couldve tried harder, so ive never tried my best. but whyy , rents so pushy for, like dad was threatening me before id even done the exams !
" are you prepared? are you going to get full marks?"
" um suuuree ill try"
" yeah ? well then we'll see how your marks reflect wont we! then no more soccer or going out!"
so mean. awful . i wish it were primary skul or preschool. where everything is so easy, and you dont have to give a damn about anything, like you can eat as much ice-cream as you like coz you dont get fat and have all these .. health issues/knowledge things around you, and you could sleep, paint, etc !
why does school have to be so hard ): maybe i should try harder. i will try harder.
GOS H! and what else is annoying . when dad walks past my door everynight and sticks his head in . OR creeps behind me. or stand at the door , then i can sense him tehre and turn around and hes like " hwod you know im here?!" cheeky poo.
but i guess its to check on me, to make sure im not wasting time ranting up on this blog, or chatting on msn. he hates me on msn, he thinks im chatting to boys all the time or something, and when i say i want to talk to my friends he says WHY ! . just cause he has no friends. stupid. poo.
well im giong to try and finito my srp and sleep by 10. need to grow :)
ive been having such vivid dreams these few nights! and i wake up SO tired and dead! its pretty weird, maybe it means something. liek i should try my best for all exams and concentrate in class and make somebody proud.
and i should stop ranting on about my pooey my rents are, even tho mum bougth hungry jacks for me today, and kept asking me whether i wanted to apply for hungry jacks there and i said no, and shes like why not! and got application from guy anyway, coz she never listens to me, neither does dad, nobody listens to me, i dont even listen to me.
ZIPP. illshutup.
